Still here. Still struggling but trying to rise up. I want off this roller coaster.
Mini Update dickwad asshole violated the protection order and entered my house while I was working. Took a lot of "his" shit. It isn't his shit if he still owes the money to the credit card companies. He is asking for equitable distribution. In his eyes it means, half the house, half my 401k, half his debt etc. Fuck no. Fuck you. I have been the working full time parent who begged you to not charge shit. You went behind my back and spent it anyway.
Prior to him breaking in my house he had called and said, are you sure you don't want to make things work? *eye roll* then preceded to inform me he wanted his stuff, my lawyer said no, I said no, police said no. Then told me verbally he was moving back in as soon as the PFA expired on Sept 10th.
So I am waiting for my husband to get arrested for violating the order. It has been two weeks since he broke in.
Song below...........love it:)
"So I was lost
Go count the cost before you go
To the Holland Road
With your heart like a stone
You spared no time in lashing out
And I knew your pain and the effect of my shame
But you cut me down
You cut me down
And I will not tell
The thoughts of hell
That carried me home
From the Holland Road
With my heart like a stone I put up no fight
To your callous mind and from your corner you rose
To cut me down
You cut me down
So I hit my low
Little did I know
That would not be the end
And from the Holland Road
Well I rose and I rose and I paid less time
To your callous mind and I wished you well
As you cut me down
You cut me down
But I'll still believe
Though there's cracks you'll see
When I'm on my knees I'll still believe
And when I've hit the ground
Neither lost nor found
If you'll believe in me I'll still believe
And I'll still believe
Though there's cracks you'll see
When I'm on my knees I'll still believe
And when I've hit the ground
Neither lost nor found
If you'll believe in me I'll still believe"
Mumford & Sons – Holland Road
