Well pretty much surviving everything at the moment;) Things are going well sans living with my FIL. My Mom is finally going back to Florida on Sunday. Once that happens I should have more time to post.
Things have been wellllllllllll hectic.
I mean he is evicted for the next year. I have custody. He has only seen them once since August. He is not paying support. I have gotten approved for daycare BUT the funding is on a wait list which can take up to 9 months to collect on. He is still living in a hotel. I am on pussy lock down, living with my FIL.
Kids start daycare tomorrow, I called the center and explained my lack of funding. So she listened to my story and said 140.00 a week, 1 full time 4 year old and 2 before/after school care. Um DEAL! That even includes drop in days!! Wow there really are some nice people in this world!
Yes I am a survivor at the moment.
I have had all sorts of people step up to the plate to help. My old roomie came back for a week and slept on my couch. He painted my entire downstairs. Even made me leave the house to go out for drinks.
My parents helped out and painted too:) Plus bought new drapes etc. My house is coming together.
Then I started to say.......hey I have a libido....the naughty angel came out. Wind up sext/texting an old friend............Yeah HAHAHA he came back for a visit a couple weeks ago. I had some much needed fun. Though it left me starving for more. I want more of him.
Sooooooo here I am. Doing okay. I have all 4 of us going to weekly counseling sessions at the local domestic violence center once a week. We seem to be making progress.
I am pretty sure I am filing for divorce come Jan. I don't care what anyone says but even if he gets clean, he can go suck a bag of dicks. I will never trust him again. NEVER.
So it has been a whirl wind. Hopefully once my Mom is gone I will be back around and posting here and there. Even if it is just mindless rants and raves;)
